it's a secret and nobody's taking it

it's interesting to realise how many words there are in the English language.


and yet no set of words can be strung together to accurately express the way I feel.



I think I want to express myself. But I'm not sure. Maybe I don't want to. Who knows?



a song, a poem, a book... what words can normally do, it can't now. Maybe I lost my trust in words.



I've lost my trust in a lot of things. And though I know without a doubt that trust is needed in every aspect of life, I find it so hard. So hard.



When you try, and try, and try again...but keep failing, why bother trying again?